deborarumintang's diary

what if

you start to love someone but he/she loves someone else

then you try to make the person you love to love you and to forget someone he/she has already fell in love with
and after a while, it doesn't even take so long, with some of your efforts, the person you love starts to feel confused about you or the person that he/she has already fell in love
then finally you can make him/her sure therefore he/she chooses you.

how's your feeling now?
are you pleased and feel proud of yourself and after that try to catch that person as soon as possible?
don't you think he/she will leave you because of the same reason as he/she left person he/she had fell in love with before?
don't you think it was way too easy for them to let someone else go?
so how long can you survive with him/her?

for me, the one who is hard to fall in love with someone, hard to forget the one he/she loves and won't let someone go that way too easy, is precious to be struggled

even it will take so long but trust me, you know what you're struggling in and it is worth it, if he/she falls in love with you, he/she will struggle for you more than you have done

saya melakukan kesalahan yang sangat besar kemarin, dan itu berarti saya mengulang dosa yang sama again and again.
apa Tuhan mau maafin saya? :( apa saya bisa berhenti dari kesalahan itu?

hm jujur aja saya sudah berlari terlalu jauh dari Dia dan jujur saja saya kangen sama hadirat Dia :( tapi kenapa sekarang disaat saya berdoa semua tirai surgawi seakan-akan tertutup?
ah apa yang seharusnya saya lakukan? i really miss you, God, really